Friday, September 17, 2010


so im sorry about the long absence. Ive been taking a break from blog world. and im not gonna lie, its been pretty nice.

but now im back.

So after having what i like to call a mini mental breakdown, im back to feeling like my old self, if not better. I dropped out of school and am taking the semester off. i got a job. and i didnt break up with lee.

so all in all im all better.

maybe one day in the future ill post the whole story, but for right now i just wanted u all to know im not dead.

also, for some stupid reason, msn deleted my email account, which means i have to use a new email for msn. so everyone who i normally talk to.....


we can talk and laugh and not give a mother of fuck. itll be wonderful. =)

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

not doing well

im like in a bad place.

my head is full of self doubt and worry about my future. ive lost 13 lbs in like, a week. im considering ending it with lee. and on top of that, its looking like im taking a semester off from school.

i just dont know whats going on with me. im depressed all the time. im just overwhelmed.

i think im going to seek professional help. maybe see someone to help me out.

id love to talk to anyone who has any advise or just wants to talk.



Saturday, September 4, 2010

bored. so heres this.

1. what are you listening to?
Southernplayalisticadillacmuzik by outkast. the tits.

2. what was the last album you obtained?
2001 by dr dre and snoop dog

3. what are you wearing?
dark blue basketball short and a purple zip up hoodie with no shirt underneath

4. what's for dinner or what was for dinner?
dinner last night was ribs at chilis. tonight, who knows.

5. when is last time you saw your mom?
3 hours ago in the kitchen

6. what do you put on your toast?
depends. it could be butter, jelly, jam, peanut butter. whatevs.

7. what time is it?
11:13 am

8. what do you wear to bed?
i used to wear shorts and a tshirt, but now i just wear shorts.

9. what do you smell?
grape soda

10. what's on your coffee table or nearest table?
my phone, alarm clock, ipod, socks, lamp, gummy worms.

11. do you use conditioner?
i do

12. do you floss?
before i go to the dentist

13. do you use energy saving light bulbs?
my parents buy them

14. how old is your computer?
2 years? around there

15. how do you take your coffee?
like i take my men. full of cream.

16. what is your favorite beverage?
cocacola. there is nothing like a cold glass od coke.

17. what's the last piece of clothing you bought?
purple zip up hoodie

18. now, what are you listening to?
juicy by the notorious b.i.g.

19. What is the last beverage you drank?

20. Who was the last person to send you a text message?
lee like 15 mins ago

21. Are you happy?

22. Where was the last place you went shopping?

23. Where did u go today?

24. YM or MSN?

25. Who was the last person to call you?

26. What’s your zodiac sign?

Thursday, September 2, 2010

i suck

im getting pretty bad at this blog shit. i apologize. ive just been in an extremely lazy mood. once school starts im sure ill start posting more.

again, im really sorry.

heres a cute boy