there was a moment when we were talking about some bible shit and he was making fun of laviticus and how it was a sin to eat shellfish or something. then, waaaaayyyy later that night, he brought it back up and was like "dan, u know what else is in laviticus? how its an abomination for a man to sleep with another man" and i was "really? thats stupid"
i thought it was a bit odd how he only told me this, no one else. curious.
i feel differently about tyler. like, i really like him and im pretty sure i have a huge crush on him. but at the same time, it feels like i dont. i was thinking a lot about it today, and i think its because i knows hes gay. like i fell head over heels in love with aaron, and i wasnt sure if he was gay or straight. not knowing was part of the allure. but with tyler i know, and its like, do i like him cause of who he is personally, or do i like him just because hes gay? thats a good question, and one i havnt been able to answer yet. i was gonna think about it last night, but i fell asleep, so maybe tonight. i know what i feel in the pit of my stomach is something big.