like right now, i feel that feeling a little inside, but its barely there. itll be gone soon.
so idk. maybe i actually am getting over him. i sure hope so.
Goodbye
14 years ago
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
fuck me
so last night definitely took a turn for the worst. i started getting that feeling for aaron again. but i noticed something. it wasnt as strong. it was like, more dull than usual. And all night i kept telling my self that there was nothing i could do. and this feeling of happiness started to creep in. like, i was feeling happy for him for finding someone.
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Feelings don't turn off like a faucet. But this definitely sounds good to me.
ReplyDeleteNG is right, but you seem to be on the right track. I'm sure you'll be able to move on soon.
ReplyDeleteagreed-- i would try to be careful for the next few months to stay away from things that really remind you of him and get something to distract yourself-- like other guys!! :-) Idk I had certain songs that reminded me of my 'aaron' that always made my heart twinge and made me think of him.
ReplyDeleteMuch Love,
Steve
What is the point of leaving a comment if what I want to say has already been said? lol
ReplyDeleteWell then it will be just to let you know that people are still reading your posts
lol @ ethan! I'd say the same!
ReplyDeleteMan!! there are good news - ur heart is doing the right thing! Be happy and Take care!