so last night definitely took a turn for the worst. i started getting that feeling for aaron again. but i noticed something. it wasnt as strong. it was like, more dull than usual. And all night i kept telling my self that there was nothing i could do. and this feeling of happiness started to creep in. like, i was feeling happy for him for finding someone.
like right now, i feel that feeling a little inside, but its barely there. itll be gone soon.
so idk. maybe i actually am getting over him. i sure hope so.