Tuesday, February 16, 2010

fuck me

so last night definitely took a turn for the worst. i started getting that feeling for aaron again. but i noticed something. it wasnt as strong. it was like, more dull than usual. And all night i kept telling my self that there was nothing i could do. and this feeling of happiness started to creep in. like, i was feeling happy for him for finding someone.

like right now, i feel that feeling a little inside, but its barely there. itll be gone soon.

so idk. maybe i actually am getting over him. i sure hope so.


  1. Feelings don't turn off like a faucet. But this definitely sounds good to me.

  2. NG is right, but you seem to be on the right track. I'm sure you'll be able to move on soon.

  3. agreed-- i would try to be careful for the next few months to stay away from things that really remind you of him and get something to distract yourself-- like other guys!! :-) Idk I had certain songs that reminded me of my 'aaron' that always made my heart twinge and made me think of him.

    Much Love,

  4. What is the point of leaving a comment if what I want to say has already been said? lol

    Well then it will be just to let you know that people are still reading your posts

  5. lol @ ethan! I'd say the same!

    Man!! there are good news - ur heart is doing the right thing! Be happy and Take care!