HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATT!!!!!!!

so today is Matts Birthday!!!!! yayayayayaya happy birthday. The big 19. so heres a little something for ya.



haha get it? cause your 19? pretty lame i know. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

heres a cute boy too

we've known eachother for a long time now, and i really do consider u one of my best friends. If it wernt for u, i have no idea what mess id be in right now. id probably be some whore somewhere on the streets. haha. but seriously, thanks for all you do for me. love u lots.

aaron

so i saw aaron for the first time since he got back yesterday. we was gone for a week and got back sunday, but was busy until yesterday. he came over and we went out to get some food. it was nice and i had a lot of fun.  At one point, my phone rang and the ringtone was a kelly clarkson song, and he was like, "wow, u really are gay"  which caused us to start laughing.  i dont like kelly clarkson, its just what my friend wanted to ring whenever he called me.

But toward the end of last week, when he had been gone for like 5 days, it started to get really hard. i started really missing him. it was really tough. and it got me really worried about college. am i gonna make it? i know its gonna be really really hard, and im worried.

also, not sure if anyones heard of it, but when u drive over railroad tracks, if u put your legs and feet in the air and make a wish, it comes true. So like 3 days ago, for the first time in 4 years, i didnt make a wish. i didnt wish for aaron to fall in love with me. its nuts to think about. for 4 years, ive been wishing for him to fall in love with me. its crazy.

well whatevs. i need to mow the lawn. bye.

answers

ok heres the answers to the questions you guys asked. enjoy

1. What color eyes ands hair do you have? brown eyes and brown hair

2. What is your height and weight? im 6 feet tall and weigh 165

3. how would you describe your skin color? white but ive got a good tan going

4. Do you have any identifying marks on you? none

5. Do you have any other scars and would you share how you got them? i have a few. one on my left elbow from tackling drills at football practice. one on my ankle from my bike. and one long ass scar on my right leg from running into a friends deck while playing football.

6. Is your six pack visible to others? its a 4 pack and yes, visible. but not like, way visible.

7. What do others think is your best physical aspect? my humor?

8. What do you think your best physical aspect is? my hair (mboy thinks so)

9. Do you have dimples, if so how many? none

10. Do you have freckles? a few on my face. barely visible.

11. How is your tan line looking? not bad. i dont take my shirt off very often but you know....idk.....its ok

12. Ever been out of the country? nope

13. In the next ten years what do you want to have? boyfriend or marriage or something

14. What is your favorite thing to do with Aaron and why? just be alone with him. we could do anything but if its just the two of us, i love it

15. Who at school would Dan give up Aaron to date if he could date any boy at school and why?this boy ryan. omg hes gorgeous. and a smokin body. sweet jesus.

16. What does Dan want to do when he grows up? not really sure yet

17. what does Dan want to study at college? history

18. What thing or activity, do you enjoying doing or participating more than anything else in your

life? playing football and basketball with friends

19. What is your favorite band, and why? steely dan. i just love them.

20. What is your favorite cd or record, and why? id have to say rumors by fleetwood mac

21. What song do you sing in the shower? whatevers on the brain

22. What is your favorite food? maybe shrimp. or steak. or ribs. hmmm

23. What is your favorite ice cream? Vanilla

24. Who is your favorite actor? morgan freeman

25. Who is the cutest actor? mitch hewer. hands down

26. Been skinny dipping?; yes. a long time ago

27. Best place been to in life and why?; tampa florida. just cause.

28. Worst place you have been to in life and why?; ummm nowhere...

29. Place you want to visit and why?; tampa florida

30. Worst experience you have had in life?; what recently happened with aaron

31. Best experience you have had in life?; no idea

32. What was the worst Dan has been drunk before? not bad really.

33. Has Dan ever been arrested? never.

34. What is your favorite type of clothes you like to wear? ones that look good

35. Do you prefer to wear boxer, briefs or do you go commando? boxers

36. Favorite item of clothing you own and why? the shirt aaron got me

37. What clothing do you sleep or in, if any? shorts and a tshirt

38. Book you want to read that you haven’t yet? not a big reader...

39. Favorite movie you have seen? the shawshank redemption

40. Movie you want to see that you haven’t yet? ummm midnight cowboy

41. Favorite video game you have played? condemned

42. What is your most prized possession and why? this letter aaron wrote me. it says i love u

43. Do you have a middle name? yes

44. Has Dan broken any bones never

45. Does Dan have a nickname? nope

46. What sports does Dan like? football, basketball, and hocky

47. I know you played football but what other sports did Dan play in high school? only football

48. What is the worst thing Dan has done to anyone else in his life in Dan’s opinion? punched someone in the balls......really hard....

49. Who was the first blogger you emailed? well ive been emailing matt long before we were both bloggers, but the first actual blogger would have to be mirrorboy

50. Who was the first blogger to email you after you began blogging? mirrorboy

51. Who was the first blogger you contacted on MSN? mirrorboy

52. What has been the best thing about blogging for you? making friends and like being able to talk about shit

53. Do you like sunsets or sunrises better and why? sunsets just cause. more romantic

54. Do you like staring at the stars at night and why? yes its very relaxing

55. Name two qualities of character you admire in others? kindness and ambition

56. I have read you don’t believe in God and I believe that is a reasonable belief to hold though not one I share, would you like to explain why it is you believe God doesn’t exist? if there is a god, a caring and forgiving god, then we have to figure hes done an extraordinary job of making a very cruel world. The world is fucked up, and what does god do? nothing, cause hes not real. like billy joel once said, "id rather laugh with the sinners than cry with the saints, the sinners are much more fun."

57. What do you want your readers to understand about you from your blog? that im a normal kid who just happens to be gay. something like that. and that im nice. and cute. haha

58. Would you like to adopt children in the future? i want a kid, but i dont want to adopt. it needs to be mine. but that probably wont happen.

59. Height/weight? 6 feet tall and i weigh 165 lbs

60. Best Physical Attribute / Worst Physical attribute? ive been told i have nice hair, and i really dont like my thighs. haha not sure why.

61. Most important physical thing about someone you're interested in? shit thats hard. i guess face. they gotta have a good looking face.

62. Most important non-physical thing about someone...? sense of humor is important to me.

63. Biggest regret in the last few years? i have 2. quitting football, and recording aaron in the shower.

64. Biggest accomplishment in the last few years? um graduating high school

65. What do you want to do in college? GET A BOYFRIEND!!!!

66. Can i play with your hair??(asked by mirrorboy) yes, yes u can

67. Will you marry me? :D(asked by mirrorboy) yes, but only if u play with my hair =)

68. Are you an innie or an outie? innie

69. If you could only bring one thing to a deserted island what would it be? a knife

70. Who is your current celebrity crush? Mitch Hewer. its been him for a loooonnnnggg time.

71. If you had to be an animal what would you be? ummmm a lion. id be the king.

72. If you had to be an inanimate object what would you be? um a tv i guess lol

73. Speaking of animals, pets? Got em? What kind? Names? Breeds? etc etc. ive got a dog. hes a teacup poodle and his name is max

74. Why don't you have a job you lazy bum? because im a lazy bum

75. Favorite party activity? beer pong ftw!

76. Favorite holiday? christmas hands down

77. Favorite Sports Team ;) the tampa bay buccaneers. i live and die by that team.

78. Favorite person ;) well since matt is asking, ill say.....matt

okay, dirty questions.

79. Biggest thing you've had up your ass? :D a banana. felt good after a while. not great, but good.

80. What do you think about while you're jerking off? :D aaron. im trying to stop but he just pops in.

81. What's the weirdest fantasy you've had that you can think of? :D um nothing to weird. strip poker that turns into a blowjob party haha

82. Most important thing you'd look for in a boyfriend? :) hes gotta be the all around perfect boy. Aaron is, but i cant have him. i hope i can find one even half as good as him.

83. Fetishes? :D i have a thing for feet and legs. nothin crazy, i just like the way they look when they're perfect.

84. What do you wear to bed (or not wear :D)? :D tshirt and shorts

85. What position do you sleep in? :D on my tummy but like my knee is out to the side.

86. What do you do in the shower? :D clean myself :D

87. Would you rather suck or be sucked? :D i think im 50/50

88. cock size? 7 inches

89. top, bottom, or vers? top, but maybe once in a while i could bottom.

90. cut/uncut? cut

91. most # of times wanked in a day 7

92. most purvy thing you've done and been caught? recording my best friend showering.

ok thats it. hope u liked it. i hope this gets me more than 2 comments, cause 2 comments sucks.

new toy

haha so my dad comes home from work the other day and he calls me up to the kitchen. so i go in and hes there holding an ipod touch. so im like "where did u get this?" and hes like "dont worry about it, its yours" so im like hell yea. so its all scratched on the back and had like 1000 songs on it, and i think my dad stole it, but hey, ill take it. i love it. its awesome. hahaha

so ive come to understand that the whole aaron thing kinda alienated me from some of my best online friends. ANd i really didnt want that to happen. i feel bad about it and i just want to apologize. You guys know who u are. love u lots.

oh and boys. 2 boys. omg they were soooo cute. the first one i saw near borders book store. he was wearing those big sunglasses and he had on tight jeans. he was like not emo. not sure what its called. ska maybe? any way, i saw him while i was driving to the store, then i saw him again while i was leaving. oooommmmgggg. he was soooo cute. i was so close to just jumping his bones. the second boy was earlier tonight. at my friends soccer game, he was on the other team. omg he was gorgeous. and at the end of the game, he took his shirt off and he had tatoos on his back. god fucking damnit i wanted a piece of that. haha. o man.

ok so yea thats it. o and i guess ill bring back my past crush thing. idk im still thinking about it.

feeling good

after i posted my last post, ive felt amazing. i feel like a new person. it crazy how writing shit down and sharing it can help. i havent felt this good in a long time.

So i got back from my friends cabin yesterday. had a lot of fun. But im really glad to be home. Aarons on vacation for a week which kinda sucks, but it'll be fine. I was thinking about it earlier and like, i dont know how i feel about him anymore. Like i know i still love him and all, but i dont think im still 'in' love with him. Like, i dont feel the same way about him. i feel more like a friend than anything else, which is weird. For the past 4 years ive considered him to basically my boyfriend. Idk, its different.

before i go, i just wanted to apologize to mirrorboy for personal reasons. babe, im really sorry and i love u.

ok thats it for now.

the whole aaron story

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sorry

sorry i havent been around as much lately. its been hard to come on here. the whole aaron thing has really done a number on me. i almost wrote about it 2 nights ago but i got sick to my stomach and almost threw up. its really hard for me to think about.

im sure most of u are pissed that its taking me so long and im sorry. i just cant write it rght now. please understand. soon tho. before this weekend. I PROMISE!!!!

eh

so im not gonna do the answer post. it seems there was a lack of interest from all my readers. And it got me thinking. do people even like me? idk im just thinking a lot lately.

ill post the aaron story soon. hopefully by monday.

questions part 2!!!

ok so i was reading landyns new post where he answers all those questions, and i wanna do it. I know, i already did it, but that was when i had like 5 followers. But now i have 46, so it should be better.

so heres the plan for the week. you have from now until friday at 10 pm to ask as many questions as you like. email them to me or comment them on this. then on saturday ill post the answers and on sunday, ill update u all on the aaron situation.

SO LET THE QUESTIONS BEGIN!!!!!!!!





ps: i feel really good right now. =)

feeling better

so im not gonna say anything about the aaron incident yet. i was going to, but when i think about writing it, i just cant do it. dont worry, ill tell all of you, just not yet. i need some more time to clear my head.

i will tell u that its kinda weird having someone know. its even weirder when its the boy you've been in love with for 4 years. yea, its bittersweet.

sorry ive been kinda lame with my posts lately. life has just been weird. i need some time to just......work shit out. Not only with aaron but with myself.

i promise that by the end of the week, ill have a nice long post for ya.

later

out

i cam out to aaron. like, literally came out. i said the words "im gay". it wasnt planned at all. he kinda caught me trying to record him showering on my phone, and i was like "i think we should talk". so i spilled my guts.

the story is much longer, and i will get around to posting it. but for right now, this is all im gonna say.

sorry about the absence.