But toward the end of last week, when he had been gone for like 5 days, it started to get really hard. i started really missing him. it was really tough. and it got me really worried about college. am i gonna make it? i know its gonna be really really hard, and im worried.
also, not sure if anyones heard of it, but when u drive over railroad tracks, if u put your legs and feet in the air and make a wish, it comes true. So like 3 days ago, for the first time in 4 years, i didnt make a wish. i didnt wish for aaron to fall in love with me. its nuts to think about. for 4 years, ive been wishing for him to fall in love with me. its crazy.
well whatevs. i need to mow the lawn. bye.