Thursday, July 30, 2009


so i saw aaron for the first time since he got back yesterday. we was gone for a week and got back sunday, but was busy until yesterday. he came over and we went out to get some food. it was nice and i had a lot of fun.  At one point, my phone rang and the ringtone was a kelly clarkson song, and he was like, "wow, u really are gay"  which caused us to start laughing.  i dont like kelly clarkson, its just what my friend wanted to ring whenever he called me.

But toward the end of last week, when he had been gone for like 5 days, it started to get really hard. i started really missing him. it was really tough. and it got me really worried about college. am i gonna make it? i know its gonna be really really hard, and im worried.

also, not sure if anyones heard of it, but when u drive over railroad tracks, if u put your legs and feet in the air and make a wish, it comes true. So like 3 days ago, for the first time in 4 years, i didnt make a wish. i didnt wish for aaron to fall in love with me. its nuts to think about. for 4 years, ive been wishing for him to fall in love with me. its crazy.

well whatevs. i need to mow the lawn. bye.


  1. Aww. College will be fine, you are having a tough time now because he's so close, it'll get easier when there's a lot more distance.

    I've never heard of the train tracks thing but I've always funny wishes like that.

    Mow the lawn eh? Shirtless? haha. Oh your milkshake brings all the boys to the yard. ;)

  2. I still lift up my legs when I go over train tracks and I still make wishes and damn if most of them don't come true. As for college, I wish there was some way to convey to you the way your world changes and opens up in front of you once you go off to school. There's just no easy way to describe it, but if you seize the opportunity before you, not only will you make it, you will make it farther and greater than you could ever imagine.

  3. Yea- once there is some distance and you 'have to' get used to it-- then it will pass. It will be hard, but you just have to keep telling your self that there is nothing you can do.

    That's what I did at least in the 'exact' same situation. Although had I known about this train track trick, things might've gone differently for me-- jeez I've been wasting alot of wishing opportunities!

    Muhc Love,

  4. Never heard of the train tracks thing.

    I agree with the others about being okay in college. Try not to worry about it in advance. No matter how you imagine it will be, being separated from Aaron, it will probably be different. So relax and go with the flow.

  5. Yeah its hard at first, but you will survive. I know it ;)

    Haha whats wrong with kelly clarkson? She is a talented singer. :P

  6. Dan

    Sorry to hear your feeling down abit but college will be good fo r you no doubt i remember you talking aboutyour orientation and believe me you will be good.

    take care and be safe