Monday, December 7, 2009


So thanksgiving break was good. Got home home wednesday and had lunch with some friends. Hung out with Aaron for a while. Went to his house and got dinner. He looked really good. Cute as fuck.

Thursday was thanksgiving and me and the family went to my grandparents house. My grandpa was being a dick and my mom was getting pissed so when we were leaving she told my brother and sister and I to take a good look around the house because it was going to be the last time we ever see it. My dad thought it was funny as shit.

Friday was the big party day. Me and all my friends went to dinner. There was about 8 of us. After dinner we went to my house where we played beer pong for a while. It wasnt as good as the last party. We were suppose to wake up and go out to breakfast but everyone left at like 2 in the morning. I didnt really give a shit.

Saturday I worked on my paper for history class. Got it done in about 3 hours so it wasnt that bad. Then I hung out with friends again. Spent about 70$ on food thanks to some "herb" we smoked. It was the highest id ever been.

SUnday i packed and had breakfast with the family and was back at school by 4.

So overall it was pretty fun. One major thing i noticed was my feelings for aaron. They came back. Whenever I was with him I just wanted to kiss him and hold him and tell him i love him. I thought about him a lot. But the minute i got back to school, i didnt care anymore. This moment is the first time ive thought about him since. But the whole thing scares me.


  1. Well there is obviously still something there. It is up to you to know what to do with it.


  2. i think once you really love someone the love for them really never dies, you just forget about it and move on. Every now and then the love comes back, but eventually I think you'll be able to find someone you care for just as much and can love you back.
    hope your doing well and take care

  3. Yea I bet that will be the case for some time-- at least it was for me, but like you said once you got back to school it was kind of 'out of sight, out of mind'.

    eh- such is life...

    remind me: how is your school life going? still good with the roommates? Any cute guys you are persuing-- or anything?


  4. Glad you had a great time at home... and its great that you could still hang with old friends.

    And yeah... feelings are just odd like that. Old memories and even sometimes old smells can just reignite them.

    Miss talking to you on MSN.

    Love ya.


    My word verification was laces... or what someone probably did to your "herb"... lol