ok so aarons coming home for spring break soon. Im on spring break now and ill be going back to school like 3 days after he gets home. And I really just dont want to see him. I would love it if i didnt see him again till summer. I just dont want to deal with the whole thing. cause im gonna end up feeling like shit if i see him and i just dont want that. idk. at the same time i kinda want to see him. i mean, fuck. idk. Im going to see him no matter what cause our group of friends is having a small get together. ugh.