Sunday, March 21, 2010

the end of a cute shirtless frisbee player

well, he has a girlfriend.

i was walking to lunch with my room mate and i saw him holding hands with this girl. at one point they kissed. so thats that.

im not like upset or anything. It not like we were like close to dating or anything like that. I fucking just met him 6 days ago. But the thing thats got me right now is how bad i want a boyfriend. i really just want someone to hold and cuddle nd kiss and all that fun shit. and idk, i guess i thought james could possibly be boyfriend material. idk.


  1. Nope I get it-- but did your heart sink just a little bit when you saw that? :-/

    Have you thought about going to a meeting for the gay straight alliance at your school? I mean are you ready to come out at school? Its hard to have a boyfriend and do boyfriend things without other people finding out-- so might as well advertise yourself and let them come to you :-)

    What part of the country are you in?

    Let me say that even though I did join the gay straight alliance at my college, I only went a couple of times, and then just put any effort in putting myself out there as interested in guys-- and so I always just hung out with straight friends. I was sort of out because a bunch of them knew I was gay-- but I regret not just being out and trying to date, etc. This is almost the end of your first year-- only three more left :-) If that's what you want, then you got to go for it. I'm not saying throw a parade or anything, just make sure that people know you are interested in guys so they can help scout potential boyfriends...thats how a lot of straight people find girlfriends, right?

    ...otherwise you'll end up in your mid-twenties with regrets (rolls eyes) and you don't want that :-)

    Im excited for you tho!

    Much Love,

  2. I'm gonna go with a sad face on this one.

  3. hope springs eternal, as they say, kid... Just because he was holding hands with a girl, doesn't mean he's totally str8... at least, not in my experience.... There is, the whole appearance thing, remember... Even if he turns out to be str8, what's wrong with a new cute friend?? Well, just my take.. enjoy the day!! luv, tman<3

  4. As tman says, nothing wrong with having a new friend.

  5. I agree with Tman myself

    I'm certain you will find a bf soon
    later Dan


  6. what happened?? I tried to leave a comment on today's post, and it disappeared, along with the post!!! WTF... Did you take the picture of Justin down, or something, and delete the whole post, by accident?? Just wondering... it was kind of weird... luv, tman<3

  7. I guess you didn't like the post that went up and down.

    Too hard on Justin were you?

    anyway later Dan