So im pretty sure i have stopped caring about aaron. Like i went out to lunch with him yesterday and we just had a good time. I wasnt sitting there analyzing everything he said or did to see if there was some deep seeded message behind what he was saying. I just didnt care. I mean, ive been trying for 4 years, and if he doesnt want a piece of this ass, than fuck him. I want someone who wants me back. That felt good to say. =)
So thanks to everyone for the awesome comments. They did really get me to think about all this shit. Col, your right. I shouldnt just throw away my best friend because he doesnt love me like i love him. That would be stupid. I dont want aaron out of my life, i just want him out of my dreams and fantasies. And i think they might be on there way out. *crosses fingers
So i need to find a bf. haha. im tired of my own hand. just a random little piece of info.
ok i need to get ready for school. I like these morning posts. they're kick ass :P
(anyone notice that the word analyze has "anal" in it?) hehe