History of Aaron #5: The Atermath
So after telling aaron, our friendship changed. Er still had cuddle time, but it just felt different. He said he didnt like lying to me. So I put a stop to it. It was worse making him feel all weird about us. So there was definitely something different. We just didnt play around as much, we stopped doing stuff just the two of us. It really sucked. And my biggest problem was that i kept trying to treat him the same way. I guess i always really viewed him as my boyfriend, but he just wasnt, and i couldnt grasp the fact. It was hard. I tried SOOOOO hard to fall out of love. I would go weeks without seeing him just to try to get him off my mind. Impossible. His smooth arms, his cute butt, his sexy legs, his deep brown eyes, his pink delicious lips, his kissable neck. He was always on my mind. Everything about him i just loved. I still do. And i think i always will. So our friendship was rocky for a while. But a hint for the next history of aaron, our friendship gets much better.
So yeah, thats it for today.
On another note, had a really good day. Right off the bat me and Aaron were fooling around. He gave me a back massage that was amazing. it felt sooooooo good. Also, another cute boy in gym class. Hes a sophomore tho. Not like that matters. Hes the athletic type. So cute. He wears these sleeveless shirts. O man.
haha so i wrote a lot. damn. ok im off to eat dinner.