Monday, April 12, 2010

boyfriend

Well before i go on and tell u about what happened with lee, i just wanted to let u know about my sunday. I spent 10 hours in the hospital, where eventually my grandpa died. I didnt get home till around 1 in the morning. And im pretty ok with the whole death thing, it doesnt bother me. But what really got to me was my grandma. Hearing her cry was horrible. And my mom was crying. it was just a bad atmosphere.

Anyway, on to the good news.

It was a beautiful day outside. So I got to media class and lee wasnt there waiting. I just figured he was running late. Get into class and sit down. No lee. i wait and wait and wait till class is just about to start. FINALLY he comes over and sits next to me. so we start talking.

me: "there u are"
lee: "yeah i was napping"
me: "tired?"
lee: "yeah i didnt sleep well last night"
me: "u ok?"
lee: "im fine"
me: "ok...."

So the rest of class was pretty bad. We didnt really talk much, and it felt kinda awkward. It was just bad. So finally, class ends and we get up in silence. We make our way outside and we start talking again.

me: "u ok?"
lee: "im fine. listen, can we talk?"
me: "yeah, right now?"
lee: "yeah, lets go to the pond"
me: "ok sure"

so we start making our way to the pond, which is really far from class. It was a bad walk. Not a word was spoken. I wanted to say something, but i was just so nervous about everything. So after maybe 10 minutes we get to the pond and lee leads me to one of those 4 seated table bench things. He sits and i sit across from him. So lees looking at the table and im just sitting there, not sure what to do. So maybe like 3 minutes later, lee starts speaking.

lee: "About the other day. Listen, if you were just joking around i understand and all. its no big deal"
me: "what?"
lee: "the whole u liking me and all. i understand if you were just joking around and shit.
(his eyes are still glued to the table)
me: "wait, you think i was joking?"
lee: "yeah dude its cool. people joke like that all the time"
me: "well i wasnt joking...."
(he looks up for a quick second and sees me smiling. he thought i was still joking around)
lee: "dude, really. the jokes over"
me: "what joke?"
lee: "seriously. stop it."

I was just in like shock. I had just told this boy that i liked him 2 days ago, and he didnt believe it. He just didnt think i was serious. So, i decided to get bold. I got up, alked over to his seat, and sat down right next to him. He noticed and looked at me. He looked sad. So i grab one of his hands, and lean forward. He meets me half way, and we kiss. It was a short kiss, and the minute we pulled apart his cheeks were blushed and he had this huge smile was on his face. I felt myself smiling just as hard.

lee: "y-you were serious?"
me: "i told u i was"
lee: "haha yeah. i guess so."
(he looks away and bites his bottom lip. Thats one of my weaknesses. i cant keep it in)

I lean forward again, and we start kissing more and more. I feel his tongue touching mine. My hand makes its way to his hair, and i feel his hand on my thigh. It felt like i was floating. It felt like we were kissing for hours, but after maybe 10 minutes we heard some girls laughing. We stopped quickly and we were both beat red.

me: "wanna get some dinner?"
lee: "um.....yea....."
me: "ok haha"

So we went to dinner, ate dinner, and went back to his dorm room. We talked for a long time. We talked about us, about this weekend, about music and food and movies we like. And we kissed some more haha. and finally at around 9 i said i had to go. So he walked me to his door and kissed me goodbye. No ones ever kissed me goodbye before.

So all in all, i would say it was the best day ever. Looks like Daily Dan has himself a boyfriend.

20 comments:

  1. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

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  2. Haha yayyyy. That's really sweet. (:

    Congratulations! <3

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  3. Well I guess the bad eventually mixes with the good, yeah when my grandpa died I felt nothing, I still feel kind of bad for feeling nothing. But dude congrats on Lee that is so awesome!! Well have fun and be safe, unless you are both free of everything.

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  4. Sorry to hear about your grandfather! I lost my grandmother 5 years ago on Sunday. Not a day goes by that I don't think about her. Grandparents are the best!

    Glad to hear things between you and Lee went so well. Congrats to you both. Am somewhat jealous. LOL.

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  5. My condolences to you and your family on the loss of your grandfather. As HMG points out, different people react differently to the death of a family member, and that's okay. So nothing wrong with how you took the death or how you felt about your grandmother and mother crying.

    It's pretty surprising that lee managed to convince himself that you had been joking. Hopefully now he realizes deep down that you're serious. You may still have to make some allowances for his insecurity, or whatever was behind that scene.

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  6. awwwwwww.... too cute! Now we want the rest of the details... lol

    And sorry about your granddad...

    Love ya buddy.

    Peace,
    AJ

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  7. Cool. You got over Aaron.
    And you got a BF.

    I don't care man. You better post your first hawt sex post with Lee as soon as it happens.

    Congrats again.

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  8. Two things!!!

    Sorry about ur Grand Dad anddddddd congrats on getting it on with Lee!!!

    :D

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  9. Hey Dan... It's strange how life works, sometimes, no? One part of your life is sad with the passing of your granddad (sorry, kid...) and an angel arrives to bring light into the darkness...

    I hope you feel less sadness every day, and your love for Lee grows to become a blessing for you!! luv, tman<3

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  10. awesome!!!! *dances*

    So tell us more-- has he had a bf before? Is he out at all??

    Steve

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  11. Dan

    Sorry to hear about your loss

    I am happy to hear about your gain

    take carea nd be safe

    bob

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  12. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!
    :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

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  13. hey dan,

    Sounds great that you have a new bf. I like your blog. Haven't read all of it yet but I'm gonna follow to keep up :)

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  14. Sorry to hear about your grandfather.

    Congrats on Lee (I think everyone said what I was going to say so I will just leave it on congrats)

    Sorry again

    Ethan

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  15. Just begin to follow your blog. I enjoyed it alot. Sorry about your grandpa but happy for you and Lee.
    Keep us post with everything happening... Looking forward to more post...

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  16. I think Matt summed it up best in the first comment.

    Way to go dude, I'm really happy for you

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  17. Turbo happy for you! :D

    But I'm also super sorry for your loss. I hope that all goes well.

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  18. Everyone has already said what I was going to say. I'm really happy for you and Lee.

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  19. wowwwwwwwww
    soooo happy for u dude!!

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