It affected the rest of my day. I couldnt play basketball, i couldnt concentrate in any other classes. I felt so upset. I FEEL so upset. I hate this. Ive loved him for 4 years. 4 fucking years of my life have been devoted to him. and hes just leaving me.
I hate him for being him. I hate myself for loving him. I hate being fucking gay. I hate everything. ugh
Ill write the history thing when i feel up to it. might be a while. I promise ill finish tho.
i just need to sleep this shit off. im so depressed.
at least ill always have steely dan. This song makes me feel a bit better.