......you cant stop thinking about someone. im seriously crushing hard on tyler. it worries me a bit. He was in my dream last night. he was naked. thats all i remember. =)
and the weird thing about this whole 'me trying to fuck tyler' situation is that i barely fucking know him. i know his name and that hes gay, but thats it. how is it possible to have a crush on someone from only being around them during 2 different occasions. i mean fuck! i havent really even had a conversation with him. fuck. i just think it would be weird for me to all of a sudden ask him out. plus, the first date would be totally awkward. AND, were leaving for school in less than a month, and if i start something, i dont want it to only last 20 days.
idk. i just dont fucking know about it. why is this shit so hard.