aaron left tuesday and i missed him, so i called him up. we ended up talking about tyler for a long time. it was kinda weird at first, cause i mean, talking to the boy i loved for 4 years about other guys just felt odd. but after a while it was easy. he said it was really stupid to start something with only 10 days left, and i agreed. then i talked to another friend about the whole thing and he said the same thing.
so i didnt ask him out. but, i am gonna talk to him. next time i get the chance, im gonna tell him im gay and that i would have liked to go out on a date, but time kinda fucked it up. that way, maybe next summer we can go out. idk.
ok thats it. later.