Sunday, August 16, 2009

todays the day

well todays the day ill be hanging out with tyler. not sure whats gonna happen. like, thinking about it now, im really confident and im sure im gonna ask him out. but when the time actually comes, i know im gonna be really fucking nervous. like, ill be shaking. but i need to do this. i need, if not a boyfriend, at least a gay friend who i can talk about boys with. haha. shit im nervous just thinking about it.

so went to that party last night. it was small and we really didnt do much, but i had fun. got home at around 2 in the morning and went on a nice little bike ride. i love it. everyones asleep and its just u and the night air. i highly recommend. so i got home at like 240 and just laid on my driveway in complete darkness for like 20 mins. i thought a lot about shit. i thought about how i was gonna ask tyler, what im gonna say to aaron when we say our goodbyes. just a lot of shit. and it was nice. i might do it again tonight, depends on what tyler says.

ok i gotta do shit with the fam. later

10 comments:

  1. Dan

    i found once you let hm know yo are gay the convo will be real easy from there on in. Good luck. take care and be safe

    bob

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  2. Bike at 2 am is out for me
    But good luck asking Tyler out I'm sure you can do it just stay calm (yeah I know easier said then done)

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  3. I have faith in you!

    I loves you to.

    Good luck!

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  4. Best of luck tonight! It's important at this point in your life to have gay friends. It's especially important to have non-bf gay friends, so in the event that the relationship goes sour, you won't be stranded.

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  5. Late night bike riding ftw! Off-road paths on the full moon are even better. Good luck tonight!

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  6. Good luck!! I know it well go well

    Steve

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  7. Go for it dude! Goodluck!

    M-

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  8. Well?

    Were waiting for details... and no teasing us this time :-P

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  9. Hopefully that means that he has been 'occupied' for all this time, and couldn't get away to update us >:-)

    Steve

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