So i got home from a friends house at midnight and it was a really nice night. So i figured id go out on a nice bike ride. So i got on my bike and started biking. It was so calm and nice. I just sorted out the shit in my head. I thought about next year and college and shit. I thought about the shit i needed and if i was prepared. And of corse, I thought about tyler.......a lot. Before i left on my bike ride i read some of the comments on my last post. So on my ride, i sorted through those.
Yes, im out. But to only 1 person(and his dad). Its not the same as being out to everyone. So im not "falling in love at the drop of a hat" with tyler. im not falling in love with him at all. I just have a legit crush.
I'm suppose to hang out with him tonight and I'm really gonna try to at least get his phone number. I really do want to see how far we can take things. I really like him.
I have this feeling deep down that I haven't felt in 4 years. I feel free.